Chacha

hai! kenalin, cha-cha, 

ini lagi kerumahnya mang widi di cikarang, terus chacha pake kerudung. 

lagi belajar pake kerudung. Cantiksss kan ?

ALOOOFYU, CHA!

Cafeland - level 8

Welcome to my Cafeland! AHAHAHAHAA main games, keranjingan kan jadinya zzzt. Yaudahsih isi waktu luang juga, siapa tau nanti punya cafe sendiri suatu saat nanti #EAAAAAAA. Cafeland itu permainan di facebok. seru sih. cuma gitu-gitu aja sebenernya, tapi nagih itu dya yang bikin bahaya. Mumpung wi-fi dirumah lagi cepet enak juga buat main. Lucu-lucuan aja sih sebenernya, akakakkaak! let's play ----

daily cafe

pillow fight, semacam pajamas party gitu deh

cafe party

Michael Buble - Everything

You're a falling star

You're the get away car

You're the line in the sand when I go too far

You're the swimming pool, on an August day

And you're the perfect thing to say

And you play it joy

But it's kinda cute

Ah, When you smile at me you know exactly what you do

Baby don't pretend

That you don't know it's true

Cause you can see it when I look at you

And in this crazy life

And through these crazy times

It's you, it's you, You make me sing

You're every line, you're every word, you're everything

You're a carousel

You're a wishing well

And you light me up

When you ring my bell

You're a mystery, you're from outer space

You're every minute of my everyday

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man! 

And I get to kiss you baby just because I can

Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through 

And you know that's what our love can do

And in this crazy life

and through these crazy times

It's you, it's you, You make me sing

You're every line, you're every word

you're everything

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

And in this crazy life

and through these crazy times

It's you, it's you, You make me sing

You're every line, you're every word, you're everything

You're every song, and I sing along

'Cause you're my everything

Yeah, yeah

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

So, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La, La

Power of Ikhlas

Gak ada sesuatu yang memang sempurna, apapun itu. Entah untuk hal-hal yang sederhana, atau yang boleh dibilang sempurna. Apa yang diliat sempurna, gak berarti there's no minus. There'll be a minus but we don't know. Ini nunjukin bahwa apa yang kita liat jangan selalu jadi patokan, karena sesungguhnya banyak rahasia tuhan yang mungkin belum waktunya ditunjukin (apalah ini?) dan mungkin nanti ada waktunya. Ngejalanin semuanya ikhlas, salah satu kunci biar ga pernah ada kata nyesel. I've feel the meaning of ikhlas. Ngerasa tenang jalanin semuanya, apapun yang diberikan yaa disyukurin mau apapun itu. Taking lot of positive thinking, it works too much to make you're mood increasingly.

Cepet gede ya, fir!

Ibu & Malam Minggu

I : lagi apa teh? (masuk ke kamar bawa-bawa laptopnya)
S : gak lagi apa-apa bu, kenapa? (sibuk liat laptop sendiri)
I : gak papa, malem ini kan malem minggu teh
S : terus?
I : malem minggu kan malem yang panjang
S : ya terus kenapa ?
I : jadi jangan tidur cepet-cepet, kan malem yang panjang
S : ohh gitu yaa

5 minutes later

S : camera ada dimana bu?
I : ............
S : mau dipindahin engga foto yang tadi bu?
I : ............
S : bu ?
I : ............
tidur.

Film : Eat, Pray, Love

“When you’re lost in those woods, it sometimes takes you a while to realize that you are lost. For the longest time, you can convince yourself that you’ve just wandered a few feet off the path, that you’ll find your way back to the trailhead any moment now. Then night falls again and again, and you still have no idea where you are, and it’s time to admit that you have bewildered yourself so far off the path that you don’t even know from which direction the sun rises anymore.” Elizabeth Gilbert

Time-goes-fast

too much cute, rite? akakakkakaa ---- blank.

Mitch Albom

“You can feel the whole world and still feel lost in it. So many people are in pain— no matter how smart or accomplished—they cry, they learn, they hurt. But instead of looking down on things, they look up, which is where I should have been looking, too. Because when the world quiets to the sound of your own breathing, we all want the same things: comfort, love and a peaceful heart.” Mitch Albom.

re-write

have you ever felt - sometimes, there's too much word in your mind.
unfortunately, you just can't show it up.
Aneh ya? Engga juga sih.
write - thinking (once...twice..) - delete. 
Kenapa? Engga tau.
Finished.

that's

that's why I get up when I'm down
that's why I open the book when lazy comes around
that's why there's no lonely when I come to home
that's all I have.
family.
family is us, superfour!
that's all the reason ...
I wake up also get up.

Film : Love & Other Drugs - 2010

“Sometimes the things you want the most don’t happen and what you least expect happens. I don’t know – you meet thousands of people and none of them really touch you. And then you meet that one person and your life is changed, forever.” -Jamie Randall

“I’m going to need you more than you need me.” -Maggie Murdock

Michael Buble - Haven't Met You Yet

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses
I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

I might have to wait, I'll never give up
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life

And I know that we can be so amazing
And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility
And somehow I know that it'll all turn out
You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get
I just haven't met you yet

They say all's fair
In love and war
But I won't need to fight it
We'll get it right and we'll be united

Oh, you know it'll all turn out
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out
And I promise you kid to give so much more than I get
Yeah, I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet
Oh, promise you, kid
To give so much more than I get

I said love, love, love, love
Love, love, love, love
(I just haven't met you yet)
Love, love, love, love
Love, love
I just haven't met you yet

note : hearing this song before going to bed
         just hear it clearly, you'll find how amazing the word
         which show you lot of meaning.

Pray

I'm not perfect

I've got mistakes, doing lot of mistakes

Am wrong, there's too much fault

But this is my way, I'll prepare everything

Better, and trying to be better and better person

Try to not do the mistakes-twice
Caused am learning

I'll do my best, yes
promise. 

What I am is how I came out. No one's perfect and 
you just have to accept your flaws and learn to love yourself
I ♥ me

Playin with fira

fira's getting older!

(she's one of my cousins)

None

Don't judge

Karena waktu memang pasti berlalu, karena hidup emang ga akan pernah berhenti. Setiap orang emang udah punya jalannya masing-masing. Gatau, lagi pengen nulis apa cuman nulis apa yang lagi ada di kepala aja #gayalocip. Hahaha semacam melihat apa yang ada di depan mata. Sedang menyadari kalau ternyata memang sudah banyak yang berubah. Banyak. Mungkin karena banyak faktor dan pengaruh apapun, pengaruh kehidupannya yang baru atau mungkin pengaruh keadaan (apa sih cip). Don't judge anything, guys. You don't really even know everything. Apapun yang dilakukan sekarang pasti yang terbaik - percaya itu. Mau sekarang kerja, mau sekarang kuliah, mau sekarang kuliah sambil kerja atau mau sekarang nikah itu pilihan masing-masing dan yang pasti itu yang terbaik. You're smart, but you should appreciate others. Caused, it will show you how smart you're.

Back to Basic

I do love read, anything. I'm a blogwalking, seneng liat blog orang-orang. Kayanya memang makin marak nih gerakan menulis blog, jadi seneng kalau udah nemu blog yang seru terus kepo-in sampee jaman jeboot apalagi tentang fashion-hijab (tetep lah ya cyiin, eike kan perempuan). Fashionable banget kayanya orang-orang yaaa, sedangkan sipa ya gini-gini aje. Udah sering diprotes ibu gara-gara model kerudung yang itu lagi itu lagi, ahahahaa atuh kudu digimanain atuh pake karung atau pake sarung gitu? dan suatu saat, akhirnya gue coba-coba model yang yaaaa ga biasanya. Antara bingung sama riweuh itu emang beda tipis. Sejujurnya sih lebih seneng ngedandanin orang, atau nge hijab-stylish-in orang dibanding pake sendiri. Gatau sih, yaa cuma kadang ada mommentnya kalau pake yang aneh-aneh. Akhirnya tuh yaa gue coba..

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zzzzz, jadi ya waktu itu (salahnya) nanya sama ichaal, kata ichal kaya pohon ada pucuknya. Dan ga lama kemudian dia nanya, kalau ini model pohon apa, pohon beringin modelnya kaya gimana. Ibarat goreng telor ya, kalau bisa mah udah gue acak-acak ini anak ---- blank.
Gapapa sih, ichaal emang orang paling jujur sedunia. Tapi iya juga sih, harus tau sikon lah yaa penampilan emang penting, tapi back to yourself.
Do whatever you love, use what ever you like caused comfort can't be bought by money.
Balik lagi ke diri sendiri nyaman itu kita yang ngerasain, gausah kepengaruh sama orang lain.

Just love your self like you love yours.

comment ichaal : itu kok ada pucuk pohonnya di sebelah kiri?

balik lagi kaya biasa, yaudahlahyaaaaaaa -------- 

I am who I am

Happy Birthday, Ayah!

today is 4th of July and it means ayah birthday! "Happy birthday ayah", hehehe singkat padat jelas ucapan yang disampein ke ayah pas ayah mau berangkat ke kantor sambil cipika-cipiki. Karena ayah waktu itu buru-buru (lagi) ke kantornya, yaa biasa telat. Dalam hati banyak doa yang disampaikan buat ayah, too much yah. Jadi hari itu ayah ulang tahun, sipaa, de dan ibu berencana nyari kado buat ayah siangnya. Pas siang, jam istirahat ibu keluar kantor terus kita nyusul jemput ibu deh.

Tujuan kita ke...botani, cuss (yaa mau kemana lagi deh). Sampe disana, kita makaaan. Kebiasaan gini kalau udah jalan lupa tujuan utamanya apa yang penting perut keisi dulu. Soalnya deh coba logika, nanti kalau laper nyarinya juga engga fokus ya kalau engga fokus hasilnya engga maksimal ya kan? (yaudahlah yaa, forget). Waktu itu, ibu sama ade yang makan dan gue gegayaan cuma beli jcool ga makan. Ga ga ini bukan karena diet atau gimana-gimana, emang lagi kepengen jcool dari kemaren akhirnya beli, dan menyesal karena engga kenyang. First lesson, jangan urus egomu uruslah perutmu. Oke lanjoooooot -- kita beli kado. Ayah emang paling susah kalau mau dibeliin apa-apa yaa soalnya gitu, pokonya ribet... habis kalau gasuka jadi mubazir engga dipake. Jadinya kolaborasi 3 pendapat kalau masalah cari barang buat ayah. Oke udah fix nih akhirnya kado buat ayah, kita buru-buru pulang karena ibu jam istirahatnya udah mau habis tapi kita harus beli kue dulu ke michelle. Buru-buru ke michelle, pesen  kue laluuuuu ambil laluuuuu pulang drop ibu di kantor lalu kita berdua pulang. Sampe rumah tidur, karena ngantuk #yaiyalah. Bangun-bangun, kaget! Udah jam 5, sedangkan ayah bentar lagi pulang dan lupa belum bungkus kado zzz padahal disuruh ibu bungkus kado yaudahlah yaaa buru-buru dibungkus kadonya lalu tidur lagi eh engga. Langsung mandi, karena ibu bentar lagi juga pulang. Ayah dateng ibu dateng, trus mau ngapain ? iyalah bingung kan, ayah udah liat kuenya juga. Hahaahaa surprisenya gagal akhirnya ritual tiap ada yang ulang tahun, doa bersama (favorite) Kumpul berempat diruang tengah eh engga deng berlima, karena nene dari ibu lagi nginep disini terus berdoa deh karena ayah yang ulang tahun, berarti ayah juga yang pimpin doa wakakaka. Habis baca doa, terus ngumpulin semua doa-doa dari kita bahasa gaulnya mah ngasih "birthday wish" buat ayah terus ayah tiup lilin deh. Lalu seperti biasa potong kue, tapi sambil ogah-ogahan karena ayah laper jadi kepengen cepet-cepet makan nasi. zzzz. Happy birtdhay ayah, selalu sehat ya yah. Bahagia itu sederhana, kumpul lengkap baca doa bareng dirumah itu kayanya seneeeng banget gitu #lebay ya ? abiarin deh. yaaaa pokonya, selamat ulang tahun, ayah.
Sending lot of kiss, from me. as your daughter. MUAAAH! 

happy birthday, ayahhhh :''